Monday, August 06, 2012

Roots to china

The tree stump in the desert
has no purpose
but to turn to stone
some day

It's life is over
no longer able to grow
or hope for something better
it mearly sits
decapitated
while the sun bakes it's heart 

And a sun baked heart
is the hardest kind
because
it feels heat and longs for water
but cannot see the day
for which the floods might return

And just like a dead 
petrifying tree stump
I have no mobility
and feel the pressure of 
a life now wasting
in the sun

A once promising life
beaten down
by God's life giving rays
because I am not in a position 
to accept them

No leaves
no branches
no families of birds and bugs 
no rich
cool
dark soil

the kind you would dig your fingernails into
when you were a kid
and you had an idea of what 
life would be like 
and you wrenched your fingers through the dirt
searching for China
and worms
and other things
that made being a child

so much better than now