Daydreaming while driving home from work

Today
I thought about the day
I'm not alone anymore

The idea
of the moment I realized
I could stop searching

I felt warmth
radiating from that day
who knows how long away it is

Deep in my being
like Hot Cider

I know it's coming
I believe it as fact

The weirdest part
is I can see a face
not of anyone I know
or will know
but the face of satisfaction
of happiness
looking upon me
and feeling the same thing

People think I'm cold and negative
but I really want to be
Hot Cider